|Hey I am still alive
||[Apr. 4th, 2007|12:46 am]
Ok so yeah i m still alive for all of you that read these and or care. alot of shit has happened that i m trying to make right in my head and stuff and a friend told me that this is a good place to vent so why not, ill go back to venting.
Ok so for starters... lets talk work. So yeah my job is handing out the lay off notices and i have another job lined up at mantao resort and an interview at the sandman on friday,6/2007. BURN SITEL BURN!!!!!! that is all i can say about that.
As for friends, i have been able to go out and meet people and hang with new people (thanks Ben!!). I m loving it, i m making new connections and sadly saying good bye to old friends. I m young and i m out to have some fun and enjoy it, if you dont like that then i m sorry but i m who i m and that is that. I have cut ties with some people and ties with others are withering away. and in a way it is a good thing, but in other ways it is sad. I was called stuck up and snobby and that hurt me more then i let on. Some asshole who i have only been nice to, judged me before knowing me and now i am being talked about behind my back and friends of mine i thought were trustworthy are not such good friends. Story of my life...
As for family... my family is all slowly finding out about the homosexuality thing, and so far no complaints (wait for the evil grandparent to find out...can you say exorsism!!) But yeah my parents and my bro will be in town this weekend and our house is a mess and falling apart. SO JOY!!!!
so this is a condenced version of my life and i m gonna start posting a little more i think. but yeah... i dont feel better... (emo moment)